A sidewalk and steam grate level view of homelessness in Baltimore, Maryland; with an attempt to emphasize the "UP" side of 'Life On The Streets', those 'Random Acts Of Kindness' that enable me to survive another day as I battle demons both Psychological and Chemical. Also my theraputic journal, and rants, raves, and ramblings.***COMMENTS WELCOMED AND ENCOURAGED***FEEDBACK IS GOOD*** or E-mail me at d_funkwriter@hotmail.com
Monday, February 28, 2011
"Social Network My Ass!!!........More Like Sociopathic Network!!................"
"Yippee Ki Yay........... MotherF#&^%$!!!.............."
Sunday, February 27, 2011
"Trespassers Will Be Violated...............Survivors Will Be Persecuted!..............."
"Not By The Hair Of My Chinny-Chin-Chin!..."
Saturday, February 26, 2011
"Double Nickel Day...................."
"Color Me Cracked!.............."
Friday, February 25, 2011
"Swedish Fish........................."
"Indoor Rain.......&.........The Peanut Butter Birthday Blues.............."
Thursday, February 24, 2011
"WTF................................................. Multicolor Madness????....................
"Lazy Day Muscle Car Mania....................."
Hommelessness Marathon
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
"Clean As A Whistle & Fresh As A Daisy.......................And.....................Running In Place..........."
"I Didn't Know Farts Could Freeze!..................."
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
"Video: Dance of the Flamingos..............aka........The Flamingo Flamenco......................"
"Better Than Handkerchiefs And Underwear...................."
"Skydiving---$5.00,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, WITH Parachute---$250.00!......................."
Monday, February 21, 2011
"Damn, Stupid, Lying Groundhog............."
Sunday, February 20, 2011
"Don't Panic........................"
Saturday, February 19, 2011
"There's No Place Like Gnome......................."
Friday, February 18, 2011
"Oh Crap.......NOT The Flying Monkeys Again................"
Thursday, February 17, 2011
"Mood Music................................................"
"Shower Drum Song........................................."
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
"Am I Going Colorblind Or What?.........................."
"Jungle Drums..........................."
Face to face with a moral dilemma
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
"A Whiter Shade Of Pale...................."
"Rally 'Round The Flag Boys............................"
22nd Annual Homeless Persons’ Lobby Day in Annapolis
Diverse groups rally for health care, re-entry, and stronger safety net
ANNAPOLIS: On Thursday, February 17, more than 500 health care providers, students, people experiencing homelessness, and advocates for the poor will gather at 9:30 a.m. in Lawyers Mall for the 22nd Annual Homeless Persons’ Lobby Day. The rally brings togetherHealth Care for the Homeless, the Maryland chapter of the National Association of Social Workers, Out For Justice, B-More Housing for All, and others committed to ending homelessness in Maryland.
Rally participants will advocate for continued Medicaid expansion, re-entry services for those leaving jails and prisons, and for a strengthened safety net to assist families struggling to make ends meet in a troubled economy. Speakers include legislators, activists, college students, and people experiencing homelessness. Throughout the day, constituents will meet with elected officials about policies necessary to end homelessness and will testify during afternoon Senate hearings.
“Maryland’s safety net – though tremendously overburdened – helps to prevent and end homelessness,” said Jeff Singer, President & CEO of Health Care for the Homeless. “Especially in this troubling economic environment, we simply can’t afford additional cuts to important health programs and safety net services.”
Health Care for the Homeless (HCH) provides health-related services, education, and advocacy to reduce the incidence and burdens of homelessness in Maryland. Last year, HCH delivered adult and pediatric medical care, mental health services, social services and case management, addiction treatment, dental care, outreach, and supportive housing for 10,000 Marylanders at clinic sites in Baltimore City, and in Frederick, Montgomery, Harford, and Baltimore Counties. Nearly all HCH clients have incomes below Federal poverty guidelines, and 75% are uninsured.
Members of the press are welcome to ride with us by bus from Baltimore to Annapolis. For more information on Homeless Persons’ Day in Annapolis, please contact Adam Schneider at Health Care for the Homeless at 410/215-8319.
Health Care for the Homeless is building a future without homelessness.
Support our work at www.hchmd.org.
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Later..................Dave.
Monday, February 14, 2011
"So If That Little Flying Bastard Shoots Me In The Ass With Another Friggin' Arrow..........I'm Going To Wring His Cherubic Little Neck!..............
Sunday, February 13, 2011
"On The 'Net Again.....................Mobile!............"
Saturday, February 12, 2011
"Metaphors of Madness'........... Or...................'King Lear......Kindred Soul'..................."
And then the (even though I knew it was irrational) guilt at seeing my friend so upset and the impotence to help set off my fall into the abyss of depression that have been I have been hanging on the edge of like an avalanche waiting for that one certain sound or vibration to set it off.Add in the previous few nights of bitter cold, the insomnia that popped up the past few nights leaving me exhausted all day and unable to rest at night, the chronic loneliness and absence of human contact that I was trying to replace with all the (medically needed and ordered, not frivolously abused) doctor visits and tests and exams, the medical findings that always seem to be somewhere worse than normal but not each by itself critically disabling yet when combined ARE so and having to fuss with each specialist to get them to look outside their own specialty to get them to then say...."Oh....yeah, I see what you mean"....(which does happen eventually, but it is wearing to have to keep forcing such a simple issue just to get confirmation), plus the fairly standard letdown, like the post holiday blues, that occurred after seeing Rachel,.....and not having found professional mental health personnel who are within the aegis of my healthcare insurance's umbrella AND in an area I am willing to travel in and to And with whom I feel a rapport and trust....and it is no surprise that the old demons come calling again. There are times I wish I could shut them up and want to jam an icepick in my ear to silence them! When "is this all there is...?" turns into
this is all there is....", and my old friend "When Not If" starts whispering in my ear again. I've always known since I was a little kid that it would be the most likely way I'd be leaving, but not just yet.....I hope.Trying to stave off the impending and debilitating fog of depression with the "in the moment" physical and emotional triumphs, (whether my own doing or just serendipity), has worked for a while, such as.....the recent boon of the Lottery gods, and the chance meetings with people, (though that has been a double edged sword in some cases), and the electronic toys I have been blessed with. But it only hold for so long. And when I really needed someone to be with and no one was around or available or willing........back on the slippery slope to madness on my belly and face down.Plus I'm worried about my daughter Jenn, who is going through something at home that has her upset enough not to talk about it. I was supposed to spend some time with her and the kids last night, but I got a text Saturday morning saying that she needed to be alone, she and the kids had spent the night at a friend's house, and to call her husband Tom and see if he is home and whether I can get in and out to shower and wash clothes while he is still there, (I had NOTHING clean to wear), and could I be gone before she got dropped off?...We texted back and forth and I did not pry and told her I was there when she wanted or needed to talk, and hit the road.I hit the coffee shop for the last hour because riding the buses and spending an hour there interacting with Anyone, even on a superficial level was better than being alone with my self. I had some cash to spend and felt like going out to a bar, but not having a "Cheers"-like place anymore, or a companion, "That way madness lies.....let me shun that!", and/or trouble of some form or another.I left the coffeeshop at closing and bussed back to the shed, where I eventually fell asleep about 1:45 am, and woke every hour on the quarter hour, until I got up at 10:45 am. I hit the Giant, then went to Mickey D's and had some coffee and read until the library opened at 1:00 pm. I got a text from Erik of Pikesville PC, (http://www.pikesvillepc.com/) last night that the new refurbished laptop was ready for a test flight, and we are meeting here at the library sometime in the next hour.Anyway.....the noise inside and outside my skull is getting too loud to concentrate on typing, and I've probably written way more than I should have or meant to when I started this post Saturday afternoon. [Look at the 'Posted' date.] (Though I did get lucky that I ran out of time before I could hit the 'Post' button yesterday....I was able to come back today and edit out a LOT!(!!!), of what could have been incriminating or 'grounds for involuntary commission' material!........LOL!!!.....(Maybe!?!).I'm done for now, and exhausted again. Sorry if I'm not up to my usual level of humourous content.....but that's a facde sometimes too.I'm supposed to start Physical Therapy tomorrow, but I don't remember what time, and I'm not feeling it anyway....soooooo, that's a maybe also.Later...................maybe again tonight ,(if the laptop like me....lol!).Dave(and if I'm still bitchin'....at least I'm still alive)
Friday, February 11, 2011
"The Mohel Was Drunk.............OR............Why I've Always Been Leery Of Having Anything Surgically Removed!.................."
I got up and hit the Giant for a wash and a cup of coffee and a donut. I then came here to the library where I found a desperate e-mail from Michelle at BCCC hoping and praying I'd get it in time and be able to come in today to the Dental Hygiene Clinic because her appointment canceled on her at the last minute........Wellllll, never having been able to say no to her before for any reason, and always wanting a chance to see her, why should this day be any different.......lol! I'm due there at 1:00 pm. when the clinic's afternoon session starts. Hmmmmm, and it's Friday.......Happy Hour beckons!
But first, here is the update from my visit to the surgeon yesterday. I have been extremely blessed with quality of the medical personnel I have been seeing. Especially since I have the lowball basic insurance provided through the Medical Assistance program, where it is not uncommon to hear horror stories about the doctors and staff. My only problems have been with the office/administrative types, all my doctors and technicians have not only been wonderful, but most are at or near the top of their field.
The surgeon I saw was Dr. Miles Harrison, Chief Of General Surgery at Maryland General Hospital, formerly the same at Sinai Hospital, and not only a great doctor, but a seriously funny guy! After reviewing the MRI, CT, and Ultrasound and consulting with Dr. Cristina Truica my Hematologist/Oncologist, (who is also one of the most highly rated and respected in her field and one of the youngest professors to be honored for her research into breast cancer), and talking with me it was decided that nothing needs to be cut out, or cut off, removed, or otherwise bent, spindled or mutilated....(unless it freezes and falls off one night from the cold). My gallbladder and spleen are between the highest point of "normal range" and the lowest point of "surgery necessary"....as usual for my body, it's never a simple black or white.....lol. (And of course I've had my share of incisions, with and without anaesthesia, both of which I've administered and performed on my own for amusement and recreational purposes........and had done by medical professionals in times of need.........LMAO!!!!
The decision is to watch and check frequently with blood tests to see if anything changes, report any new pain, and review again in 6 months. One of the reasons for this is the condition of my liver, and the desire not to place any unneeded strain on that already damaged organ. AND..........as usual, and as I already know and really should be doing..........change diet, eating habits and lose weight and exercise more.........Guilty As Charged on all counts there....dontcha know....LOL!
Okay, I'm out of here to get the bus to Mondawmin and then the bus to Baltimore City Community College and Michelle. I'll be back at some point tomorrow, here, or from Jenn's on their laptop, (I'm heading over around dinner time to make a and roasted redskin potato w/garlic and parmesan, and shrimp in a garlic ailoi casserole and do laundry and shower), OR...cross fingers-knock wood...possibly my own laptop if I hear from Erik of Pikesville PC, (www.pikesvillepc.com )...(gotta put in a plug for his business, it's only fair......if you need some repairs or a tune-up, to add hardware, cleaning and security, etc........check him out).
Later.................Dave
Thursday, February 10, 2011
"Don't Forget The Vet!......................."
"Ice Extravaganza.............. Cousin/Cousine ....................................... Down To The Doctor..................."
Last night Rachel and I went to see "Disney On Ice - Princess Wishes", and say what you want about the 'The Rat's' reputation vis a vis the ecology in Florida, and their employment practices, etc.....Disney knows how to put on one hell of a show! It was wonderfully choreographed and the lighting and special effects were awesome. Just before the show started I got a text from Jenn saying they took a chance and came down and got tickets. They were almost directly across from us on the other side of the arena, about 10 rows lower. With the zoom on Rachel's new camera we were eventually able to spot them...of course Edward saw us right away when I stood up and waved my hat...it must be his 'demon eyes'....lol, when I took a photo of their section his eyes blazed silver...ha!
What was even more fantastic was that I met my cousin Harriet's, (from my Grandfather's first marriage, who came up to me in the library after the Jewish Times story last year at this time), by chance at the show. I remember she told me he works part time as an usher at First Mariner Arena, and I saw this older guy among the kids and twenty-somethings that make up most of the ushers, Icoluld barely make out his name tag but I thought it said B*****, so I asked him if his wife's name was Harriet well after the first exchange of 'what a coincidences', he called Harriet on his cell phone during intermission and we chatted for a few minutes. It is just another example of how tiny Baltimore is, earning it's nickname of "Smalltimore"........LOL!
When we stepped outside there was dusting of snow on everything....where did that come from??!!??...........LOL! Rachel and I took the train down and back from Mt. Washington and her mother picked her up, (and ran me up the street to the bus stop in front of their apartment complex because the train had stalled for some reason at the previous stop, making us late and there was no way I could have made it to the bus loop from the Light Rail in time....luckily, the driver knew I was expecting to catch her that trip and had waited an extra couple minutes before leaving, saving me an hours wait until the next and last bus.).
I slept warm last night in the shed, and did not want to get out of the bag, so I stayed there until about 11:00 pm. when I got up and went to the Giant for a wash and food. I have a 2:00 pm appointment with the surgeon, regarding the gallbladder, at Jai, so I am leaving here soon.
Then I'll probably be heading back over to the Starbucks for the evening, unless I hear from Jenn that she needs a sitter.
I'll be back here at the library sometime tomorrow, I hope,
Later..............Dave